Monthly Archives: November 2010

poetry, book, dare, giveaway


of a Christ-mas eve past
like a ghost they come
and haunt my thoughts
hazy now
but i remember
such a quiet night
all sleeping but i
secure under cover
stole a glimpse
around the darkened room
i viewed
shapes of little colour
and then
at the foot
of my bed standing
with a little glimmer
of smile
a twinkling
of eyes
he stood
all the while
barely there
a wee elf it was
watching me
was it to make sure i slept?
i don’t know
i covered my head
shut my eyes tight and
had lain as still as a child can
therein my long ago bed


a poetry book giveaway by it’s writer
the book : contingency plans, by david wheeler
go here 
find out the dare
write your poem
and link it

fellowship, one word, links

three steps to knowledge of a word that is not enough, on it’s own,
to comprehend the meaning. yet, might be considered interesting.


a very good read about fellowship can be had at the study light blog.  it will give you a very good insight to the words that are behind this english translation, and how they were used in the bible.

the page on the word koinonia at wikipedia gives a lot of background information to the english translation of the word fellowship.

here is a blog where you can hear the word kiononia pronounced.

for one word
at bridget’s place

cheese, crackers and turkey

today, i sliced cheese.  very large chunks of cheese into smaller hunks of cheese.  i then proceeded to put said small hunk of cheese onto a plate and deliver it, and carr crackers, to the ever constant stream of hungry wine tasters.  over and over again from eleven until five.  except for the time i took to go and get lunch for the people that were there working the tasting.  tomorrow, i get to do it again.

just had some wonderful left over turkey and mashed potatoes.  good to have something already cooked.  i’m thinking of doing a turkey stir fry tomorrow…or turkey pizza…hum…how about turkey tacos…well…
hope your friday was hunky chunky cheezy too.

did you notice that i didn’t write “cut the?”  yes, i have learned to use the word sliced, when referring to cheese.

do you think that my blog page is has some holiday feel yet?

two hours delay

now, this is one delay that i don’t mind.   a delay in the starting time of school.  ahhhhh.  taxi shift begins in the light of day and we all spent a little more time snoozing.  what delight. there are few cars on the road, and everything is hushed.  and the cherry on top…the sun is peeking out between the clouds.

hum…i wonder how much ice there is on the roads.

mere chruchianity . chapter fifteen

also posting on chapter 15 is glynn young at faith fiction friends.
fatha frank has posted on chapter 14 thumbing it in on his mobile.


every time i take up this book, i can’t help but think of the writer.  i only visited his blog site a couple of times.  so i was not familiar with his writing or who he was.  after reading his book, i have a small idea of who he was and i feel a small connection.

the ideas and questions that he presents, in this book, have probably always been issues, played-out in different arenas with different people in different times.  however, as we live our lives now, it is something that we deal with now.  it is about each of us and our faith being lived, as we are living.  not in the past or in the future, but as we live right now.  living it as we are alone or as we are with others.  in the chapter de jour, m. spencer brings up the subjects of “solitude and relationship” in our living in faith.

the beginning of this chapter coincides with our life now, as he talks about a thanksgiving day just as we are coming upon another thanksgiving day this week.  he and his wife ate their dinner at a place called banquet table buffet, unhappy about not being with their families.  they saw that many people were there having dinner alone.  he remembered thinking that their faces seemed to be lined with pain and rejection.

after that, michael says that there are times that people like to be alone, and that it is good to have a certain amount of time alone.  for some it can be a time that they have felt closest to God.

i agree that time alone is necessary and best when we can choose the when and the why. however, it can also produce more dependence on God when we are walking in a time of rejection from things and people that are in our lives.  but, even in these hard times, it is such a gift to receive a little bit of encouragement from someone.  and perhaps God sends us just enough encouragement, at the right time for His purposes.

i also figure that we get different support, at different times and from different people.  since not everyone is the same, and each person, being unique, and knowing only certain parts of your life, can only support you in so many ways.  so it’s no use being angry that a one person or group does not meet our needs, even though it can be really hurtful when we see them meeting other people’s needs.

as michael says in the book, some people are just not able to relate to things that you or i might be going through.  he talked a bit about when his wife joined the roman catholic church, both of them with their ministry background in the southern baptist church.  she in the new church was welcomed and doing well, while he was confused, with no support from anyone at the time, and even dealing with the feelings from awkward and even rude statements from people in his church.  he felt alone.  though, eventually there was one fellow that did speak words of support and comforting encouragement to him.

these kinds of experiences, when met in the arena of a church group causes all sorts of reactions in people.  and usually ends up changing the way each person sees their faith.

michael then goes on to talk about individuality.

the sacred individuality of the chosen aloneness of solitude and finding one’s own spiritual path.  it is part of our life, this time to realize that the base of our faith is our own choice of belief and our personal one on one with God.

i admit that groups can get carried away with the programs and expectations and power struggles, etc.  we all know what we might do alone and what we might do in a group.  there is good and bad to any situation. that…is what we should be looking out for…alone, in a group, anything, anytime, anywhere….realize that there is both the good and the bad.

michael has other things to say in this chapter.  but, this post is getting quite lengthy.

all in all, our faith is a challenge to live.  it is not just saying the words that we believe, but we must be aware that we engage our faith and belief from the inside out,  using our heart,  and becoming aware of the changes being made in our heart.  we engage this faith and belief in every aspect of our life, with everyone, in every place, all of the time.

we can’t really compare groups, or being alone with being in a group, or certain types of people.  because faith takes place in all of it.  we do not get separated from our faith no matter who, what, when or how.  but, i would suggest that it is good to keep that base, face to face with God going on, and to keep an open heart even when it hurts.

life lines

on tuesday, i read a post by bj moore at shrinking the camel, called you can’t compete with grace. it hit me like a brick wall, which is just what i needed actually.  i was having a hard time letting go of something. and this “letting go” was driving me off the deep end.  i knew i would have to deal with the feelings somehow, because , like bradly wrote “the cognitive dissonance was killing me.”the fight was between what i wanted, even felt i needed, and what i knew was right and aligned with my beliefs.  and within, it was truly killing me.

then i read these lines in the post…

“How can anyone compete with Grace?”
“For me, when you break it all down, Grace means simply this: I am going to be okay.”
“Why surrender to God’s infinite Love when I can just as easily go down a stink-hole of obsessive insecurity all by myself?”
“…one thing I do know: don’t ever try to compete with grace, because it could eat you for lunch, if it wanted to.”

after reading the whole article i realized that i was trying to compete with the Grace of God.  i was trying with all my might to let this go on my own, and it kept coming back on me…over and over again.  i wasn’t letting God’s Grace do it’s work.

by thinking of God’s Grace and Love, i was able to say “i’m going to be okay.”

it was like a life line in my hand, as i was sinking in a dark restless sea.

by the Grace of God, i am going to be okay.
that is what God’s Grace allows us to say.
you can hold on to that.

horse feathers

i learned from my youngest daughter today that there really is
such a thing as horse feathers on a horse.

on clydesdales, you can see the horse feathers very well.
it is the long silky leg hair that flows over their hooves to the ground.

write on


write on paper
write on your jeans
imagine that
poetry jeans
black ink on faded blue
write on the wall
beautiful verse
for all to read
write on your car
words to go
near and far
write on your hand
write on your shoe
on top or on bottom
it’s up to you
it will
make you smile
make up your own
or copy one
just write on


for one shot wednesday, of course.