Category Archives: somethin’

the heart of the matter . a repost

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This is a rerun of a post from February 24, 2010 – from an old blog of mine called “just say the word.”

the typeface didn’t want to cooperate…

I have been reading through some friend’s online pages.

The latest, most popular subject, i see, seems to be lent. It just made me more curious to look into Lent. 


I read that the practice is not in the bible, because it started a few centuries later. Lent has changed over the years. The number of days started out as two or three. Early on, Lent was a time of preparation for those about to be baptized at Easter. The more i thought about it, the more the practice started to look like life. Realizing that death is taking something from my body and mind, every moment, and eventually enough is taken that i actually realize something is gone. something i can not do, or something i do not have any longer. i must accept the fact that it is gone. After awhile, when i am older and watching  things come and go, i am continually reminded that nothing is actually mine. 


read that in the past, people abstained from foods prepared with fat, or they fasted in a more strict way throughout Lent. Meat is (or at least was) the food of the wealthy, and to give it up was to eat the food of the poor, and so to remember one’s poverty before God. It is a devotional practice of ancient (Jewish) origin, and not really based in Scripture, except for the ideas in Isaiah 22:13, Daniel 10, etc… Abstaining from meat was a sign of penance or sorrow for sin, but eating it a sign of merriment. 


The current practices regarding meat in Lent (or any time of year) could change (and they have), because they are not a part of Christian doctrine, but only practices that help us in our faith. 


I see some differences between lent and life. 


With lent, things and practices are given up. Reading that, “stripping away the tokens of wealth and power for a short time so we can remember who we are. We do this on the day Jesus allowed everything to be taken from him so we could see who he is and be saved.”


In this life, death slowly takes our body and people from us. We lose things that we hold dear. The difference, from lent, being we do not get any of it back in this lifetime. In the process of real life loss, we see who we are and that God already has everything, except one thing from us. What God truly wants, is for us to give Him our whole heart.

In giving God our heart, we give Him our whole self, our soul…everything.

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look

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solitude 
is not 
something you must hope for 
in the future.
rather, 
it is 
a deepening of 
the present, 
and unless you look for it 
in the present
you will never find it.
tom merton
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change

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(highway along rr tracks and the coloumbia river, between oregon and washington, in the george.)

change:

i am no longer into group blog postings…
such as linking my posts to a group posting at someone’s blog.

i am not into promoting something for sale.

i am not into promoting groups.

this blog is for expression and communication that has nothing to do with sales, groups, or clubs.

this blog is for communication that sees people,
sees each as a unique soul,
and sees each as Loved.

i like creativity, sharing, kindness, and encouragement…

on a personal level.

i’m finding that this is the place where the rubber meets the road.

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you crack me up

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some of you already know my first name and my second name, however, i have chosen to start going by my third, out of four, names. my four names are nancy marie davis rosback. that is the truth. if i had made something up, it wouldn’t be those four names. the last name is my married name, it was once spelled rossbach, but got americanized. anyway, i just wanted to let everyone know that i have chosen to go by “davis” rosback. i like the name. my husband has always called me davis. and my friends in high school all called me davis. i have changed it on much of the online places, where i can. otherwise i will try and leave a note in the other places were it’s harder to change. the one i am not sure of is my email address…i might deal with that one later.
the above photo is from yesterday. i made four big, thin crackers for the first time. i have made thicker, heartier ones before, but, not the thin ones that are crispy. peter said that he would rather have these than store-bought crackers. they were actually pretty easy to make. i like the way i can “crack” smaller pieces off of the larger one.  after they were done baking, i laid them on the oven racks and left them in the warm oven with the door “cracked” open. that kept them nice and crispy.
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